{Seriously?} |
Okay, I know this is a short and totally random post—I’m
stretching my writing muscles and getting back into the habit of getting my
thoughts down. I feel like January kind of a terrible month. February, too. But
January…man, January. It’s cold, the sun goes down at 5 o’clock, all you want
to do is eat salty, carby things and snuggle on the couch with a cozy blanket.
(I’m hoping this isn’t just me.) Rascal does things like catch mice in the cold
garage and bring them into the kitchen and let them go…and the little mice
think, “ah man, it’s sure warm in here! I think I’ll stay and live under the
refrigerator,” and then I am shrieking and trying to coax these dang mice out
with a broom. (This happened. Last night.) And I always feel like January makes
me feel restless. I want a change…I want to vacation somewhere; I want to find
a new job; I want to cut my hair; I want to redecorate my house; I want to move
to a new city; I want to make my life different in every way I can…and then,
when I don’t (because, really, some of these changes are ridiculous—and
expensive), I feel bummed. And defeated. And unmotivated. And very…blah. And then,
when March finally comes and it warms up and I can have drinks on a patio and
take walks outside and smell fresh grass and the sun doesn’t sink down until
7ish or later, I feel better. I feel happy. I look forward to whatever I’m doing. I
don’t want to move to Dallas, because gosh darnit, it’s too hot there in the
summer anyway. I want to write about my weekends for the blog. I want to vacuum
because the sun is shining and I love the way it comes through the windows and
reflects across the floor. I love running errands because it’s fun to find a
surprise at Target. And I am content. But these 60 days of January and February…these
guys just drag, and drag, and drag…
So…I’m going to write this here and hopefully my written optimism
will transfer to my physical self. Here’s to some sunshine and to these
winter months moving forward just as fast as their cold weather can blow them on
outta here. I plan on spending the weekend soaking up some friend-time, family-time, and
cocktail-time, and pretending that a bloody mary indoors in January is just as
good as a John Daily at Woodside by the pool.
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